Saturday, December 18, 2010

to catch up...

Things that happened whle i was gone:
1. I shaved my head
2. I became a skinhead
3. I fell in love
4. I relapsed
5. I fell out of love
6. I got clean again
7. I fell in love again
8. I switched schools.

Friday, May 28, 2010

depressed little girl

I'm posting from my DSi right now. pain in the ass. Im so depressed recently. Everything that used to make me happy is gone right now...I'm gonna take a nap.

Friday, May 7, 2010

Things I like.

1. Screamo
2. eyeliner
3. NA meetings
4. driving around with people
5. worn out sneakers
6. inspirational dead people
7. famous people that died from overdose
8. singing alone at home
9. pressing big buttons that click
10. cut up T-shirts
11. painting my nails
12. driving around at night
13. energy drinks
14. myspace
15. IMing
16. hi-tech stuff
17. photography
18. emo hair
19. red lipstick
20. comfy beds
21. blond jokes
22. shooting stars.
23. skinny jeans
24. weird music
25. facebook
26. Perfume
27. making emoticons like these :) ;D :P -_- :V XD
28. sleeping
29. not sleeping
30. rhinestones
31. paint pals
32. going to the bathroom when you have to pee reallllyyyy bad
33. making lists like these
34. Kurt Cobain
35. flat irons
36. Monopoly
37. ice cream
38. swimming
39. telling secrets
40. convenience
41. shoelace belts
42. markers
43. guys who wear leather jackets
44. guys in bands
45. making bracelets and wearing them forever
46. rasta colered things
47. Destiny DeSautel
48. sending people pictures of stuff on my phone
49. headphones
50. neon stuff
51. cupcakes
52. little kids
53. cats
54. sandal tans
55. getting "good morning" texts
56. blogs
57. bubble gum
58. iPods
59. Mitch Hedberg jokes
60. privileges
61. serious things with sexual innuendos
62. Tattoos
63. dying my hair
64. watching cars crash
65. getting friend requests
66. carousels with the horse things
67. lightning bolts
68. going to the gym
69. knowing something nobody else knows
70. chacha
71. hearing a song you know all the words to on the radio
72. getting my way
73. maids that clean your room when you aren't home
74. finding stuff you lost a long time ago
75. peeling all of my nail polish off at once
76. kisses
77. big houses that are expensive looking
78. lip balm
79. pink lighters
80. staying out all night
81. riding my purple beach bike
82. old people cussing
83. important people doing emberassing things
84. smoking
85. boys who smoke
86. airplanes
87. not having homework
88. painting
89. Sid Vicious
90. really fat chicks that look like hookers
91. typing really fast
92. soft carpet
93. limewire
94. Dr. Pepper
95. getting piercings
96. scissors
97. roller coasters
98. rain
99. myself
100. someone who took the time to read everything I listed on here.

Hit 'em right between the eyes


I'm going to Mammoth today urghh. I don't like long boring car rides. But I guess it will be okay. I'm not really going to have much to do, so I'll just blog about my problems. I did super well on my math test today, I think. School was okay, I'm working on my rasta car :). 2 new kids fresh from the Farm came to IOP and we talked about our great experiences...urgh...I'm gonna blog later when I actually have something to say.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Today is the greatest


Today, ok nothing really happened, but I think that's what made it so great! I think I'm just putting my problems on hold, but in this situation, it may just disappear. I love school. I have 2,3,and 4th period, and I just leave at lunch, because I have no classes after that! Last night at Royal, Keifer said he was going to tweet about me talking about my blog:) what can I say? it's amazing! I can complain all I want and you can choose to listen to me or not. I walked all the way fromm Moorpark High to Walnut Canyon (my mom's a 3d grade teacher) which took me about an hour and a half or so, I went to CVS and got mascara, a bunch of makeup brushes, and some DP (my FAVORITE thing ever :3). My school had a comedy show, I think it was supposed to be funny, and I felt bad because it was horrible. I got my absence cleared in art so I'm not going to long term (the consequence of ditching) hahaha. I'm so excited for Monday, I'm gonna have all my friends come over when they get out of school. Day 62 of recovery. :) I need ideas for my blog. and yayyy I GOT MY FIRST FOLLOWER :] Post some?

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

blogging about lipgloss.

Yes! I have an Idea. Be one of those people who blogs about all their favorite and least favorite lipglosses. I'll start tomorrow :)

Anonymous



I really don't have a lot to say. My life feels like it's turning into guilt, it's pretty weird. I'm not in the best mood. I got my 60 days yesterday!. I picked up 1 oz of Juicy Couture perfume yesterday for $30! I was sooo happy, because it's my favorite perfume, and it was hellla cheap!
^^^^^I went with Autumn and Cassy to a meeting for my 60 days, but they didn't have chips, so I'm taking an Action chip tonight at the Royal High meeting.I have 2 more days till I get to leave the house officially! Sad part is, I'm gonna be in mammoth this weekenddd. I just realized how long I have actually been single
This is the design I made for Cambria's NA softball team. It's a Dodger blue color, It turned out lighter in the pic, but I made it 2 days before I went to rehab.As a surprise for my 60 days, she had a sweatshirt printed of it for me, I was SOOO happy. I love herrrr.